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  LIVING VIOLET

  THE CAMBION CHRONICLES

  JAIME REED

  Dafina KTeen Books

  KENSINGTON PUBLISHING CORP.

  www.kensingtonbooks.com/KTeen

  All copyrighted material within is Attributor Protected.

  Table of Contents

  Title Page

  Dedication

  ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

  1

  2

  3

  4

  5

  6

  7

  8

  9

  10

  11

  12

  13

  14

  15

  16

  17

  18

  19

  20

  21

  22

  23

  24

  25

  26

  27

  28

  29

  30

  31

  32

  LIVING VIOLET

  Discussion Questions

  Teaser chapter

  Copyright Page

  To Donna and the fam

  Keeping it real,

  keeping it loud,

  and keeping me sane

  ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

  I would like to give special thanks to those who have not only helped improve my story, but have affected my life.

  To my wacky and fabulous mother, who was the inspiration for a few of my characters. You’re the one who told me to shrug it off, pray about it, and keep trying. We dreamers must stick together.

  To my sister, Jade, who still keeps screaming that I need a real job: Thank you for reminding me why I don’t want one.

  To Michelle: Thanks for telling me to finish something. You told me that years ago and it’s been with me ever since.

  To Angela: Thank you for your friendship and letting me see biracial culture through your eyes and the eyes of your family. You taught me a lot without even trying. I love you and for god’s sake, eat something!

  To Bruce: You are my Dougie. Thanks for all the walks in Merchants Square and listening to me dissect my story. I would marry you, but that would be weird, not to mention gross.

  To Camille, my first reader and my harshest critic: Your red pen is brutal, made from the blood of a thousand virgins. Thank you for lending me your ear for hours on end. I hope to return the favor.

  To my awesome agent, the great and mighty Kathleen Ortiz: Thank you for sticking your neck out for me, for talking me off the ledge on more than one occasion, and for going above and beyond the call of duty. You are utterly and truly divine.

  To my sister clients, Jennifer, Dawn, and Sarah: Words can’t express how much I love you guys ... so I won’t try.

  To my editor, Selena: Thanks for having my back in all the major decisions. You’re a real trouper. Seriously.

  To J.J. and Stacy: Your advice and feedback were priceless and I’ll never forget it. Much love to White Harp.

  To all my online followers: U know who U R & U know what U do. Thank U, thank U, thank U!<3::hug-gles::

  To all my readers and fellow writers: Without you there would be no point in any of this, aside from my own selfish amusement. Writing is way cheaper than therapy, so thank you for letting me vent on your couch.

  Finally, to my quirky little town of Williamsburg: Whether good, bad, or downright weird, you are my home. That will never change, no matter where I go.

  1

  Love indulged the masochist. Truer words have never been spoken, if I do say so myself. It’s a philosophy that has kept me sane for as long as I can remember and helped me survive the weirdest summer of my life. On the flip side, it’s very entertaining what love will make people do. It’s a great way to spend your lunch break.

  Sitting on my car hood, sucking down a Big Gulp, I watched the pinnacle of love unfold before my eyes. My best friend, Mia, and her on-again off-again boyfriend, Dougie, squared-off like prize fighters in the middle of the outlet center parking lot.

  This week’s drama included props. Dougie pivoted along the concrete, ducking and avoiding death by the finest designer handbag money could buy. Through the litany of screams, cusses, and purse swinging, I figured Mia had caught Dougie hanging out with another girl. Mia could be a little high-strung sometimes, but when it came to her man, she advanced to straight head case. That jealous insanity went both ways, depending on the day, and much amusement awaited all who watched.

  “God, you’re such a liar! How could you do this to me?” she raved.

  “Chill, baby! She was my cousin!” Dougie escaped the oncoming blow from Mia’s handbag by an inch.

  “You lying piece of crap! I’ve met all of your relatives, Douglas. She never came to your house before.”

  Dougie ran in circles around her, the blood rush turning his face beet red. “She just came into town! I swear, baby.”

  “Why didn’t you introduce me, huh?” Mia wiped her sweaty brown hair from her forehead. “What, are you ashamed of me?”

  He paused, clearly hurt at the suggestion. “No! Why would you say that?”

  “Liar!” Her purse swung at his head, but missed.

  Dougie grabbed one of the straps, and the two began a full tug-of-war in the middle of the parking lot. Weekend shoppers watched in horror, covering the ears of their children from the curses flying in the air. At any moment, someone would definitely call security, so I decided to leave the lovebirds to their own devices.

  “Hey, guys,” I yelled behind me. “I gotta get back to work, but I’ll see y’all later, okay?”

  “Okay, I’ll call ya!” Mia yelled back before shoving Dougie in the chest.

  I dumped my cup in the trash, then entered the side door of Buncha Books. The air-conditioning slapped me in the face and pushed the June heat back outside. Mellow jazz rang through the speakers in a chronic loop from the satellite radio. Tourists and townies overran the floor in a slow, indecisive dance around the bookshelves.

  I strolled through the main aisles, past the kiosk of new releases and bestsellers toward the customer service desk in the center of the store. Working at Buncha Books since sophomore year taught me a few tricks of the trade, namely to never get caught on the actual book floor. I also discovered that if I didn’t make eye contact with the customers, they wouldn’t talk to me. That policy remained tucked in my back pocket until my shift started. Casting a wary glance over my shoulder, I singled out an empty computer and clocked back in.

  Stealth infiltration and quick reflexes allowed me to reach the other end of the store without incident. When I breezed by the magazine aisle, I caught something odd in my peripheral, a scene disturbing enough to break my stride. I stopped, blinked a few times, and then backtracked to the Home & Garden section to confirm what I just saw.

  Caleb Baker, the assistant manager in the music department, held some redhead in a devastating lip-lock. She didn’t seem to have a problem with the public tonsillectomy, but this wasn’t the type of customer service the managers urged us to practice.

  Just as I turned to leave, his gaze met mine.

  Caleb’s looks would never stop traffic, but he was worth a second glance with his deep dimples, and the most intense violet eyes I had ever seen. Despite his claim of authenticity, eyes that color shouldn’t exist in nature—eyes that now reflected every purple tone of the color wheel.

  Light brown strands draped over his face as the two continued to slob each other down. If they didn’t come up for air soon, Caleb would no doubt suck the life out of her. From what I hear, cheap hotel rooms existed for such an occasion, and there were plenty in the area to choose from.

  Of the year and a half I worked here, that kid weirded me out i
n one way or another. Not to mention the number of women who chased after him on a regular basis. This fact went unnoticed and unaddressed by everyone in the store, including the managers, which disgusted me even more. Having seen enough, I walked away toward my station before my lunch came back up.

  Cuppa-Joe was a coffee shop in the back of the bookstore, the place where people kicked back and talked trash about everyone; the cesspool of company gossip and customer-bashing.

  I closed tonight with my weekend partner in crime, Nadine Petrovsky, a Polish exchange student at The College of William & Mary, and one of the most cynical people I ever had the pleasure of meeting. Guys came to the café just to hear her exotic accent and watch her work. One glimpse of her explained why.

  Model scouts would salivate over her European beauty: her long wheat-colored hair that reached her butt, and her freaky green cat eyes. Too bad none of the attention interested her. Having no time for the BS left the girl cutthroat and caustic. She was just too focused to let a guy or anyone else slow her down.

  Nadine stood in front of the barista machine, rinsing the steam wand, when she caught me in the corner of her eye.

  “You’re late,” she noted without looking up.

  “Sorry. Mia and Dougie were having it out in the parking lot again.” I tied my hair into a bun and grabbed my apron from the back kitchen.

  “Oh yeah?” She craned her neck, straining to see the front of the store. “Their fights are good. They need their own sitcom.”

  “I told them that.”

  Worry lines etched her forehead as she shook her head in disapproval. “Their relationship isn’t healthy, Sam.”

  “What relationship is?” I tightened my apron, then went to the sink to wash my hands.

  “The sane kind.”

  “Well, as soon as I see one of those, I’ll let you know what I think.”

  While drying my hands, the second reason why I hated customers approached the counter. A kid dressed in all black with a dog collar leered at me.

  Nadine kept herself conveniently busy, so I made my way to the register. “Can I help you?”

  “I’d like an iced chai latté,” the boy said, deadpan. It was hard to tell if the kid was high or half-asleep, or whether he was, in fact, a boy. His parachute jeans dragged the floor like a prom gown, the cuffs frayed and dirty, hiding the clown boots underneath.

  I rang up his order and shot Nadine a look, which she mirrored perfectly. After he left, I leaned against the counter and laughed.

  Nadine didn’t smile, no matter how hilarious the joke, which I’m sure made her a real delight during the weekdays when she babysat preschoolers in daycare. Instead, she wiped down the work area with aggravated swipes.

  “I hate those Elmo goth kids,” she griped. “What self-respecting sociopath drinks chai anyway? What do they know about real torment? Let them survive a concentration camp and then they can complain.”

  “It’s called ‘emo,’”I corrected her. “And your great grandparents didn’t even get to the camp before the U.S. troops came in.”

  Nadine moved to the back counter and checked the timers on the coffeepots. “It’s still torment. And if you say ‘emo,’ I say ‘Elmo’ because they are equally childish.”

  Shaking my head, I watched her in amusement. “You don’t know what his home life is like.”

  “Everyone knows what his home life is like. He doesn’t get along with his parents. He stays in his room and whines and writes bad poems about being a vampire.”

  Laughing, I stepped to the espresso machine and stole a shot.

  “Hey, it’s your turn to wipe the tables.” Nadine tossed me a rag. “And don’t forget to put back those magazines.”

  Groaning, I dragged my feet to the sitting area and gathered the discarded cups and straw wrappers. Seeing no one else in line, I took a moment to return the magazines to the racks. When I had finished, I turned around and met Caleb, still as idle and unproductive as when I last saw him.

  He sat on a reading bench by the window, holding his head in his hands. Afternoon light showered his back and crowned his dark hair in a golden halo. Normally, I would’ve ignored him were it not for the slight tremors that rocked his body. Was he crying? Did he and his new arm candy have a falling-out? It was just off-putting to see a guy cry, but no tears fell and none were wiped away by his hand. His body teetered back and forth, and I half expected him to start begging for spare change. How long was his break anyway?

  I went over to him and tapped his shoulder. “Hey, Caleb. You okay?”

  “Yeah,” he mumbled from under his hands. Thankfully, I didn’t smell any alcohol on him, but he definitely wore the hungover look. Then again, he always looked like that.

  One hand reached for the sunglasses hooked on his collar, while the other shielded his eyes—whether from shame or the glaring lights, I wasn’t sure. I also wasn’t sure about the source of the purple rays leaking between his fingers.

  For a split second, a cast of purple flooded his eyes, swelling in a florescent glow. Caleb quickly turned his head, leaving a streak of color dragging through the air in a residual haze. That was an interesting trick for someone who supposedly didn’t wear contacts.

  He rose from his seat and paused at the shocked look on my face. He shifted his feet and messed with his hair, trying to play it off as if he’d been caught with his fly open. However, the only things I caught were vision problems and a bad vibe.

  I took a step back. “You sure you’re okay? Are you sick?”

  My question made him laugh, but it sounded dry and full of bitterness. “You have no idea,” he said before marching back to his end of the store.

  My mom taught me not to judge people, but damn, that kid was out there. I didn’t know much about him, but that only made the fact that much more tangible. Something told me that ignorance was bliss when it came to Caleb Baker, so I went back to work, hoping for a distraction. But the damage was done. My curiosity had been piqued, and that hungry creature wouldn’t let me rest until I fed it.

  2

  After another four hours of retail hell, the closing announcements piped through the store.

  Customers ambled toward the counter to make last-minute orders. There was always one person who insisted on leaving when we did, and trust me, they were more than welcome to shut down the cook station for me.

  Because Nadine did let’s-get-the-hell-out-of-here better than anyone, she wrapped up the food while I stacked the chairs and mopped. Rock music blared through the intercom, letting everyone know that business hours were officially over. After forty minutes of shutdown, it was time to call it a night.

  “Don’t forget, we have reading group tonight,” Nadine reminded me.

  “Oh, crap!” All joy and enthusiasm vanished. Staying after hours without pay took more patience than I could give.

  I flung my apron behind me and turned off the back kitchen lights. After gathering our things, we clocked out, then moved to the restroom hallway toward the break room.

  Half the employees were already there, drinking stale coffee to stay awake. The sour expressions and defeated postures made it clear that no one wanted to be here on a Sunday night, so I was in good company.

  The monthly book club strived to keep the work morale up, but it usually led to fights. The sales reps from on high thought it was a good idea to have the employees read the new releases and recommend them to customers.

  One thing I loved about my coworkers was that they disliked this activity as much as I did. That mutual hatred brought us together, and it made this pointless hour bearable. We could let our hair down and talk true literary smack without censorship. At the end of the night, a book was voted as the store’s choice of the month.

  Nadine stood by the broken soda machine talking to Caleb. Though out of earshot, her reddened face suggested that the topic didn’t involve the latest bestseller. Fingers pointed at the other person, teeth bared, features twisted in anger.

  Caleb a
nd Nadine barely talked at work, just brief exchanges and whispers in secluded corners of the store. I suspected that Nadine and Caleb shared a thing that went sour before I started working here, but I thought it was better not to rehash the past. No matter how bad the breakup, Caleb was the only guy she seemed to respect.

  Trying hard not to look nosy, I slinked over to the low-budget refreshment stand and commandeered day-old snack food.

  Placing a doughnut on a napkin, I almost jumped at the deep voice behind me. “Hey, I had my eyes on that powdered one.”

  I turned around and met those freaky purple-blue eyes again. In all honesty, that was the only thing going for him, at least in my book. Caleb was pasty, even for white-boy standards, and he was in dire need of a haircut and shave. With hands shoved in his tan khakis, he looked at me under thick lashes.

  “Too bad. It’s the last doughnut, and it’s all mine.” I allowed the treat to hover in my hand for good measure.

  “No way I can change your mind?” His eyes ran the length of my body before meeting my gaze again.

  “Nope. Sorry.” I took a huge bite of the powdery confection and scooted to the folding chair next to Nadine. I could feel him watching me, no doubt coveting my sugary prize. Caleb was skinny with a swimmer’s build, so who would believe that this guy could wipe out an entire sugar plantation in one sitting? His sweet tooth rivaled mine, and that was no small feat.

  Linda, the store manager and the queen of bling, barged in and slung her bag on the floor. Her stilettos clunked against the linoleum tiles, signifying that the bedazzled badass had just arrived. Propping hands on her hips and car keys clasped in her jewel-covered hand, she addressed the group.

  “All right, let’s get this over with. I got an hour drive ahead of me, and I’m not trying to be here all night.” She took a seat and pulled her dreadlocks into a bun on the top of her head. “Okay, let’s begin with the young adult section.” She turned to the short, curly-haired girl to her left. “Alicia, what book did you read?”

  Alicia Holloway sat up straight, grinning, sporting wide eyes and dimples. She was a freshman at my school—well, sophomore this fall—and the youngest employee at BB. Her work permit was probably still tucked inside her Hello Kitty purse. Alicia had come a long way from the frightened deer who always brought a nightlight when she slept over my house. I used to babysit her when I was in junior high, and even then she tried too hard to act mature. I saw right through it, and it was my duty as a friend to bug her to death.